Her Burlesque Debut 🌿

Everyone needs a little play.

Well my play is definitely leaning a little sexy, I got to play by preforming for the first time ever!!!

This is my very delicious cosplay of Poison Ivy.

AND SHES A BURLESQUE PREFORMANCE YALL!!

I went through every emotion. it was wild.

Being on the other side of it though.

wow.

So much to process.

This was really amazing for me.

I have been someone who has had a really long time accepting her sexiness as her own, and not a really amazing mask I can throw on to survive, or make it through a tough or scary interaction, or for a very long time make money.

So to just get to do this for me was really powerful.

Getting to just be embodied.

Most burlesque, there's chorography and points where you know when to undress.

But I needed to do this in a freestyle form. I needed to feel the music, feel the POWER it struck through me as I was with my body and let myself just express.

I missed this.

I missed being able to sit in myself fully. To just feel in my body and be in it in movement. I need movement and dance in my life… and definitely make it sexy.

I'm still living on this high and I want to do this again!

I can't deny it taps into my core desire of being adored and admired.

The crowd was alive and they made me feel really welcome. They really tapped into what I needed and what I love about performance.

To be seen. To be loved. To be a bit mysterious as to how she does that.

I'm a Goddess honestly. It awakens a flame when I tap into it and I feel ignited.

I feel alive.

I love feeling alive.